Worst Roller Coaster Ride EVER!!!

So, I am all for rollercoasters - I love them - they always promise to be a good time. The rollercoaster of emotions that you go through while pregnant - NOT A GOOD TIME. Lately I have been not good, but I've decided to make myself get over it (I am really hoping that I can). Random STUPID things set it off to. I explained to my dear husband the other night - he gets the tears, people besides him that tick me off just get one pissed off Nikki. So, I don't know what's better (or worse), but at least I am not taking it out on Josh. So, because I don't know what will set it off it will be hard to get over it, but I figure lots of happy thoughts about my little peanut can't hurt. And imagining little Lashandra or Darnelius as a baby will also be uplifting. (By the way - we have decided that once we settle on a name we aren't telling anyone - rather we will say when asked that the name will be either Lashandra or Danelius - what can I say we have a twisted sense of humor).

I was proud of myself earlier this week because I did a full grocery shopping trip - so now tonight I hope to spend some time cleaning. During the first trimester grocery trips were short quick ones to just pick up what I needed and cleaning was picking up and dusting around crap - I am ready for a deep clean and organize now - maybe that will make me feel better - or at least accomplished. Maybe a visit to see my favorite little gal Lydia will also be helpful. All I now is the time is now - and I am going to do whatever I can to control this rollercoaster - I worked at Hershey Park and ran rollercoasters, so at least I know how they work :)